lets talk about how I spend my weekends recently. 

gathering with friends?

dating?

back to homesweethome?

That's what i do for weeks. spending time with different persons mean a  lot to me.

ya,I mean friends,family and ehem *.

by the way, Somehow I feel that it's really quite hard for balance your time for all the 3 categories of people who you loved. 

Or in realistic you could never made the win-win situation,

Things you have to do is to lose either one.

It's troublesome for me to separate myself for them. 

In this period of "not being single", I know there must be some happiness, if not why were we both together,right?!

But in another hand it really makes me suffering sometimes,

to abandon either one of them.

In actual words, I feel myself is the one who being abandoned by friends

as I couldn't join them quite often.

Honestly speaking, I used to the life of being single, enjoy the freedom of going anywhere as I like, going out with anyelse that I feel comfortable with, do anything whenever I feel to. 

It must be reasons there.

What I could understand on myself is that,

FRIENDS IS THE ONE WHO ARE MORE IMPORTANT to me if compared with boyfriend.

friends are the one who will stay beside you forever instead of bf 

I used to love them more as we've spend 5/6/7 years together. 

our long lasting friendship. 

starbucks with dear (=

shapping for days after the suffering months due to midterm tests.

just love to being home,with this two naughty nephews.
kids... they're just so easy to entertain and make them happy for the whole day.
how much i wish I could be them. ^^

i-city trip

lazy to type and say anything...hmm but photo will do (:

laughters night

dinner with buddies.

instead of celebrating "old-friend" birthday.

@N months ago

haha. sorry for update after such a long long period. 

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sorry to be that negative recently.
it's been awhile i didn't feel myself as a living human
i've been living in a "no life" situation
afa study is even tougher than what i thought
i've looking myself a cheerful person
but now the situation have changed me into another person
i've been suffering of heavy stress since i started my 2nd year semester
it's like a heaven for me. no break allow. no time to breath. and "no life" study.
the heavy pressure from my lecturer, from myself, and also my coursemates.
wonder why i say so... hmmm

i've had a lecturer,which bring me a continuous pressure from study
she like to ask questions in the class, would like to comment a lots with directly pointing our weaknesses or even scold us for not really prepare for the tutorial presentation in front of our classmates (*honestly I can said that everytime even if we've prepared well with using days of time, it just cant run away from her negative feedback). Sometimes it's really frustatring that it made us feeling so upset with her comment, it's like putting a knife in your heart which could makes you bloody hurts.
*GODBLESS as I'm the presenter for tomorrow. lols

then here comes with the pressure from my classmates
A lots of them have giving up for this midterm sitting and going to WITHDRAW
yet some of them already officially withdraw from TARUC
isnt it a sad case and super upset news!!
those sadness have brought me another negative thinking
The moment i heard that they have made the final decision to withdraw
i was like "OMG,whats that" and it made me crying hardly
I was thinking whether I should make the same decision to give up as I really suffer alot from this study
But fortunately I've had the support from my family and friends,for not giving up at this time,
as I've really put a lot of efforts and thus I've no reason to quit at this time without giving a try first
So I've cheer up myself with a fresh thinking
Im going to do my best regardless what would be the result

hmmm.. for those who suffering alot like me.
please stay positive and never ever give up easily
it's so called life,to accept the pressure and live even better
keep on moving and improving. until we reached the another stage of our life.
FIGHT TO KEEP OUR YOUTH ALIVE! =)
this is what we should do now..

Im sososo stressssssssss!

serious need some effort to move up.. 

guess it's what I need right now =(

life full of laughter :)

生活很美好，不是因为爱情，是因为友情。

最爱的，是友情，离不开的，也是友情。

all i want is a life full of laughter.

and it's what i did right now

feeling so in love with this wonderful world 

with this so called friendship ;)

\

13.7.2013 - 14.7.2013

Port Dickson Trip with housemates

4 couples and 4 single..haha 

21.7.2013

BFF BIRTHDAY - jun 

another crazy night with them 

from morning dimsum until midnight

i know it's hard to have a huge gathering like this after this

some may busy with work some may busy with study.. but it's alright. 

appreciate for every moment with you all

may 2 years later,3,5 or 10 years later

our relationship still the same.

and stay young!! haha

24.7.2013

SUNWAY LAGOON THEMEPARK

with ma lovely classmates

pretties and handsomes from AFA9　=D

26.7.2013
JUSTIN CONCERT @GENTING HIGHLANDS

28.7.2013

BRUNCH @levain with dears

another shopping day 

but unfortunately end with sad outstanding case.. haih

28.7.2013

BIRTHDAY DINNER with housemates

29.7.2013

AFA9 GATHERING WITH BIRTHDAY GIRL KaiSin

@2nd study week

play hard and study hard for AFA students,it's a must. ^^

朋友告诉我：“爱你，不是必然的”
如果那所谓的问题只是短暂的，那为何不继续这段感情呢？
爱情可遇不可求。遇见了哪可以那么容易放开

也许现在的我对你的，称不上是“爱”，
可是，那喜欢的感觉，却是很难寻找的幸福♥
谢谢让我遇见了你，谢谢你的疼爱，
谢谢你那么体谅每天对你发脾气的我，
工作的日子，因为有你，所以从来都不闷
因为你，所以我热爱我的工作
珍惜陪你上班的每一天，因为每天都是幸福～

countdown,不再是上班族

hoho 还有两个星期，我就不必再当上班族了

时间真的过得真快，就这样，眨下眼，一个月这样就过去了

好想念读书的日子，好想念身边一起上学的朋友和buddy

好想逛街去，好像睡午觉，还有~好想去减肥。哈哈

快快回到我以前的日子吧。。

现在上班啊，每天都是新的一天，功课作得多还是会学会些东西

只希望，学得可以更多更多就好

我觉得我有少许犯贱。犯贱地又有些小气吧。

每次看见身边的朋友没有再联络自己去哪去哪，

我都无法不承认自己是多么地“心里不平衡”

或许有一阵子我真的很忙，忙到甚至让你们忘了我的存在吧。

那一阵子，是我哭最多伤最多的时刻，可是，却没有几个熟悉的脸孔出现在我身旁为我问候或打气。在事后，也有几个真正的知己来给我打气，可是，那也是寥寥无几....当然，也非常感谢那寥寥无几的他们，所给我的精神支柱！

我无法继续过这样的生活，被别人忽略的生活。

那种被忽略的感受，你懂吗？！有多难受.......

所以，我选着了去工作。

其实我有选择的权利，或许呆在家2个月，那会更适合我。周末的时候至少还可以和朋友出去。可是，那并容不下我那小气的心吧，我用了一天的时间去想，用了一天去作选择。

才发现，自己的生活圈子太小了，小得只要只省那寥寥无几的朋友，或许有哪天，我们疏远了，那，我的生活将会是如何呢。我觉得好恐怖哦，应该感觉像世界末日吧。

所以，我很努力很努力的，做了决定要工做去。

我要得到我那从来没有的工作经验。

我要学习不只是书里的知识。

我要学习如何和人沟通。

我要努力的，广阔自己的生活圈子。

工作了，做工做得如何。好熟悉的一句话。

恩。其实，工作也不错啦，只是，它并不像上课般的可以坐在那聊聊天，时间就过去了。

工作需要的，是精神吧，因为全都是吃脑力的东西，头脑都在不停地运用。

我很庆兴，找到那么一份不错的工作，虽然工作的地方是还蛮远的呢。

感谢我有那么一位，慈祥的老板（比起其他人）感谢他那么肯教导我。

感谢我那几个友善又畅谈的senior与同事,谢谢他们那么体谅我，

我好苯，好多不会的东西，我好粗心，算错了figure 不balance，什么事，有的没的都打扰他们。但他们都还是教导我呢 

这是我第一次觉得我和陌生人没有任何沟通问题。

因为他们的友善，让我这个怪咔也变得那么容易聊起来吧。

希望未来的工作日子，都会是顺利的，开开心心的。

未来的两个月，加油呗！

这一阵子，要谢的，是那些 陌生但可以摊开心胸陪我聊天的人。

或许，那陌生的关心，也是一种精神的支持 (=

今天第一天工作，很累呢。 

身边的人都很好，老板也不错，所以一切都还可以，只是。。

觉得自己笨笨的。。怎么简单的也不会。

让我觉得啊，成绩再好也没用，没有工作经验，一切还是归于零，不是吗。

所以啊，只希望我能继续努力，学更多，更多。

努力努力哟，为自己的工作加油。

也为520加油！ =D 

给我一点时间。。

我会努力的。。 

其实你懂吗？

人心是容易满足的，一个关爱的眼神，一句关心，或许足以填补人内心的空虚。

而我。。。

需要的，只是一份关心

不是需要我的时候才关心我，而是在我需要的时候，也给予一份的关心，或者是一句简单的问候

ERIN ♥

with-love?

我不明白，为何，人类可以那么现实，也不理会亲情的所在，就那么现实地只一命要钱！
看钱看得比自己家人的生命还重要，那我只可以形容你们：狼心狗肺！