sorry to be that negative recently.
it's been awhile i didn't feel myself as a living human
i've been living in a "no life" situation
afa study is even tougher than what i thought
i've looking myself a cheerful person
but now the situation have changed me into another person
i've been suffering of heavy stress since i started my 2nd year semester
it's like a heaven for me. no break allow. no time to breath. and "no life" study.
the heavy pressure from my lecturer, from myself, and also my coursemates.
wonder why i say so... hmmm

i've had a lecturer,which bring me a continuous pressure from study
she like to ask questions in the class, would like to comment a lots with directly pointing our weaknesses or even scold us for not really prepare for the tutorial presentation in front of our classmates (*honestly I can said that everytime even if we've prepared well with using days of time, it just cant run away from her negative feedback). Sometimes it's really frustatring that it made us feeling so upset with her comment, it's like putting a knife in your heart which could makes you bloody hurts.
*GODBLESS as I'm the presenter for tomorrow. lols

then here comes with the pressure from my classmates
A lots of them have giving up for this midterm sitting and going to WITHDRAW
yet some of them already officially withdraw from TARUC
isnt it a sad case and super upset news!!
those sadness have brought me another negative thinking
The moment i heard that they have made the final decision to withdraw
i was like "OMG,whats that" and it made me crying hardly
I was thinking whether I should make the same decision to give up as I really suffer alot from this study
But fortunately I've had the support from my family and friends,for not giving up at this time,
as I've really put a lot of efforts and thus I've no reason to quit at this time without giving a try first
So I've cheer up myself with a fresh thinking
Im going to do my best regardless what would be the result

hmmm.. for those who suffering alot like me.
please stay positive and never ever give up easily
it's so called life,to accept the pressure and live even better
keep on moving and improving. until we reached the another stage of our life.
FIGHT TO KEEP OUR YOUTH ALIVE! =)
this is what we should do now..