lets talk about how I spend my weekends recently. 

gathering with friends?

dating?

back to homesweethome?

That's what i do for weeks. spending time with different persons mean a  lot to me.

ya,I mean friends,family and ehem *.

by the way, Somehow I feel that it's really quite hard for balance your time for all the 3 categories of people who you loved. 

Or in realistic you could never made the win-win situation,

Things you have to do is to lose either one.

It's troublesome for me to separate myself for them. 

In this period of "not being single", I know there must be some happiness, if not why were we both together,right?!

But in another hand it really makes me suffering sometimes,

to abandon either one of them.

In actual words, I feel myself is the one who being abandoned by friends

as I couldn't join them quite often.

Honestly speaking, I used to the life of being single, enjoy the freedom of going anywhere as I like, going out with anyelse that I feel comfortable with, do anything whenever I feel to. 

It must be reasons there.

What I could understand on myself is that,

FRIENDS IS THE ONE WHO ARE MORE IMPORTANT to me if compared with boyfriend.

friends are the one who will stay beside you forever instead of bf 

I used to love them more as we've spend 5/6/7 years together. 

our long lasting friendship. 

starbucks with dear (=

shapping for days after the suffering months due to midterm tests.

just love to being home,with this two naughty nephews.
kids... they're just so easy to entertain and make them happy for the whole day.
how much i wish I could be them. ^^