Monday, June 23, 2014

22th,new life, new target :)

生日又要到了。22岁,又老了。很害怕离“20”越来越遥远的感觉。
22岁,又是另一个新世界的开始,因为即将踏入这个恐怖的社会工作。
22岁,我想要的很简单,那就是幸福与快乐,有你有他,有朋友有男朋友还有最爱的家人。
22岁了,只想要自己做决定,不再是听别人的,依别人的话。
我要的很简单,只是那做决定的权利,人生是我的,决定权也是我的不是吗
我22岁了,可不可以给我自由,而不是害怕地还依偎在父母的胸口,像小孩般地受保护。
我长大了,这个世界很残忍,所以我该学着独立,学着如何去奋斗,学着如何去当个强者。
22岁,这是人生的另一个阶段,只期望那是美好的开始。

生日嘛,什么都不期望,不期望像公主般地开个生日趴,不期望身边朋友的惊喜还是庆祝,也不期望家人的吹蜡烛仪式。
我呢,只期望自己给自己个勇气,让自己去做自己想要做的事,不再被束缚,要做什么就什么,决定自己的人生道路,决定自己想要的生活。

还有期望跟我的爱人庆祝啦。呵呵
我不需要什么贵重礼物,只要你我能快乐的在一起 =) 
某人,我好想你 ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~



Tuesday, June 17, 2014

sorry because i am a crying baby =(

ya,you wont know until you see the real me
i am a weak and useless person ever
who only know to cry over you
honestly yes,i agree with that
cause i feel that too

i have always cried
until now,i am already at age of 22
i am still a cry-er
i never seem to be in control with my emoticons
i always end up crying at night and fall asleep like that
i cry alot, i cry when i am angry,frustrated,arguing with someone,feel overwhelmed, stress or when people are too good to me and i feel i dont deserve it
and sometimes i could cry without reasons.
it's even worst when i start to have weird and negative thought like "why do i exist" "no one care for me" "I am so useless"
and then i'll simply cry on and on until i feel like i cant breath anymore

I wonder why i cry so easily and often. it's just so frustrating
can anyone stop me from being a crying baby
i have no idea at all
it's actually so annoying and i hate it!!
i hope someone can find me the reason, please





leave all those unhappiness behind
as life is all about happiness
what you have to do is continue to be a charming and happy girl 
just as simple as that.

QUOTE OF THE DAY :
no one appreciates a miserable person
so you might as well be a happy person around with
Please remember
Happiness is the only choice you can make
in order to live longer
----Rubyanne



TO ALL THOSE WHO STAYING BY MY SIDE:
peeps,I love you all lotsssss. sincerely!!!

love TRAVELLING - KunMing,Shangri-La









missing e COLLEGE LIFE







沉默的瞬间

我脸上了伤感~身边的人,身边的事~有时候无法面对自己,每天重复着同样的生活~不知道什么时候开始,习惯了一个人,不知道什么时候开始,爱上了宁静,爱上了沉默!