Friday, December 31, 2010

bye to 2010 and welcome to 2011 ♥

i realized that it was a year ago since i'm graduated from secondary school and now i have been getting to finish my sweet 18th. the time i killed is quietly killing me. it bring all thing to pass.

There were something that made me feel not so well in da year of 2010.
1st,something happened unhappily between my dearest friends and i. But it made us to be more understand of each other and it made us to be more closely. It made our friendship stronger and i do love them much. Thx to my friend who stand on my side whenever i'm getting trouble.
2nd
,i cant change something and it made me feel of regret. I didn't cherish the chance,i just simply walked through it without stopped my step and try to get it until i found that i'm lost of it. I had lost my direction after that and i was regret of why i didn't hold the chance!
3rd,2/7/10 sorry for i got to be heartless because i'm really not that nice as you though.

"2010" For me,it was just ran not so smoothly and it was a lot of unpredicted things to be happen around. Gain lot of experience to make me better off. thx and apprepriate to everything you all have done to me. Thx for those who make me happy and i love you all in all da way. Thx for those who love me as well as i love you all too. Thx for those who accompany me when i was upset. Thx for those who chill me when i was at a downturn stage. Thx for those who give me advises in doing things and help me. nontheless,i should thx to those who hate me or who ignore me or those who treat me in a fucking way,i have learned to be stronger and learned lot of things from you all. Thx for those who hurt me but i got no comment to you. Thx lot of people. in every of it also have a/a few name on it but just i didn't list it out. Looking at it and you could find that in one of da sentence i'm talking bout you =]

Sorry to my beloved ones,i know sometimes i have done something you dislike or make you pissed off of me but i'll try my best to change it. Sorry to those who i hurt because of my selfishness and heartless i done something that made you to be sad,but i really apprepriate of your braveness and your love as great as you like me as who i was.

i'll kept all of it as a memory and i'm waiting for a new things that gonna come into my life soon in da year of 2011.
1/1/11 i would take it as a new starting point for my sweet 19th. Everything will get better in 2011.
i hope that "2011" would treat me in a nicer way and i wish i could get to grow in my thinking and be more mature.

seriously,time travels too fast and yet i didn't done anything special in da year of 2010.
And i found that each day too short for all the thoughts I want to think, all the walks I want to take, all the things I want to do, and all the friends I want to meet.

say goodbye to 2010 and say a sweet sweet HIHI to 2011.
♥ happy new year ♥ ^^

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Just a Dream Cover/Remix (Nelly)- Joseph Vincent & Jason Chen

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah, it was only just a dream.
So I drive on back, down that road.
When she comin back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

David Tao(天天) - Jason Chen Cover


我想要你在我身边
分享生命中的一切
我想要天天说天天说
天天对你说我有多爱你

Monday, December 27, 2010

24th-27th SG trip

had a trip at singapore with my lovely family during Christmas holidays

24th-took bus from seremban to s'pore. sat in the bus for almost 5 hours more. We took 10.30am bus but we reached SG at almost 5pm. OMG~ feel like long journey,tired like hell. Went to ORCHAD ROAD for x'mas eve. ORCHARD ROAD is the famous place to spent for christmas. But i dislike the decoration on this year,not so nice. The place was full of people,especially the foreigners. Didn't had any special this year. Feel like bored and we went home early. We stayed at elder sis's house at BOON LAY. There were me,my mom,elder sis,his bf,3rd sis,naughty cousin,2nd bro and also his gf,

25th -went to BUGIS and MARINA BAY in the afternoon. just went to had a walk at there since we never go before. Especially for my 3rd sis since this is the 1st time she came SG. Also didn't feel anything special and it was bored. Had bought a X'mas cake to celebrate it.

26th-Went to JURONG POINT to shopping. Then we cleaned up our staff and move to aunty's house at CHUA CHU KANG. it was raining continously this few days and it made us hard to go out. What a terrible weather that i dislike the most. 5pm went to have a dinner together with auntys,uncle,cousins,sis,bro and mum as a gathering. Had a plate of fish & chips for my dinner. emm,yummy. After that went to ANG MO KIO for shopping. All slept at aunty house to make us easier to go back hometown tomorrow together.

27th-went home~

3days trip is not enough for me actually. Cause it was totally not enough of time for me to shopping. =/
huhu~ finished few days holiday and i need to study again and do preparation for my cuming exam. *sob sob ='(

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

X'MAS is around the corner ;D

yea yea
christmas coming soon
what have you guys plan to do on X'MAS?
countdown for the eve?
where to go??
allright....

im planning to go singapore with family
hope that it's a nice trip for me

and for you guys
here is a Xmas song
wish that you all could have a nice Xmas yea! =]

Thursday, December 9, 2010

爱情,不值得!

一位我不认识的帅哥:

因为爱情而傻傻的自杀,值得吗?!无论有多伤,无论有多痛,也不可以这样啊!
我们的身边不只是拥有爱情,爱情的旁边还有着比它更重要的,叫做友情和亲情!
因为一个不要你,离开你,抛弃你的人,而自杀,那是多么的傻!
你身边的最爱你的亲人和最体谅你的好朋友们呢?!
你离开了,那他们呢?

一个女对不起了你,抛弃了你,是她的错,可是你呢?!你却更狠得抛弃所有爱你的!
实在可惜!我不认识的你,你实在太傻了!!!!

但愿你的家人,你的朋友们,能够早点适应你的离开,能够脱离你所带来的苦海!
也但愿傻傻的他,不哭了,不要带着伤痛离开,放下一切,安心得上路。
不用后悔,但,如果还有下辈子,不要那么傻了,好吗!下辈子要懂得好好珍惜你宝贵的生命!
rest in peace~

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

珍惜~


不觉得很残忍吗。让自己的儿子亲眼看着妈妈跳楼。对那才十岁的他是多么的伤害!
可怜的孩子~

珍惜眼前人,身边每一位亲爱的都可能突然间从我们的身边逃走,逃到天国去,所以要好好的去爱身边的人。
突然觉得自己活在福中不知福~
现在才发现,我好幸福哦 =]


Friday, December 3, 2010

KL view









MY LOVELY

RAINBOW

雨天

it's raining,
the rain drop is just like the tears,
and the rain just sound like crying.

雨中隐约听见淡淡的哭泣声

沉默的瞬间

我脸上了伤感~身边的人,身边的事~有时候无法面对自己,每天重复着同样的生活~不知道什么时候开始,习惯了一个人,不知道什么时候开始,爱上了宁静,爱上了沉默!