me=bad temper

i have been feeling moody for a week. i wonder why should i care bout it. i really don't know whats the reason. and i feel that my temper is getting more and more irritable. i cant stop myself from scolding with using those rude words. even if someone talking to me i oso will feel like angry suddenly. OMG. whats wrong with me. please,i do not want you all to affect my mood. clear my mind and i may tell myself i am not care bout it.

the past

looking back on the conflicts were or could have been,i wonder how idiot we were. think under a calm situation,i asked myself, what do we quarrel at?? all of this might just a small matter actually,i wonder how free we were and we just acted like a stupid and use those time to make the arguement and fighting around. anyway,all of this had past away,it had been past!! i should not even think bout it anymore because i would like to spent the time to think the memorables and the happiest one better than think bout this rubbish... overall,what i want to say is,
i'll appreciate the past and cherish what we have now =]

The edge of love

the sadness is really hard to bear,struggling on the edge of love. To really know if it is lost or still there,buried so deep under hurt,guilt and sorrow. Or it is just a remembrance of a once new or passionate love? The answer,the truth,lay deep inside. There is no short cut,no gentle path,it is an uphill battle all the way. There will be a time,when you crest the hill,and the answer quietly appear. You may be walking tall or alone or holding hand with the love of your life. Only time,and patient and tears tell what your heart already knows,but silently wails to whisper to your soul.

~by patricia walter

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ya. I purposely wrote for someone... perhaps he will know i'm talking to him... YES! i'm talking to "u"


n finally,wong find me to chat at tonight.. feel abit supprise and happy bcuz at last we still can be a friend... he didnt change at all,still banyak cakap~ XD hehe *cherish

Finally ~ and finally, i had finished my exam... wohoo... got 3 weeks holiday...but feel like its so so so boring cuz i didnt plan to go any where... erm..anyway,happy holiday la =)