Friday, August 20, 2010

我们的改变

还记得


第一年,我们是同班同学,我们是朋友...


第二年,我们是很好的朋友,开始有着同样的话题,开始慢慢的了解彼此...


下一年,我们是最好的朋友 ,是多么的多话,是多么的亲近,是多么的暧昧...


再下一年,我们变成不常说话的朋友...我们有好多不愉快的事情...不愉快的 始终成了我们之间的一道墙,隔离着我们之间的距离...我,当然有试着 找回 当初的我们,但我却慢慢的发觉 原来我并不怎么了解你,我无法知道你心中在想些什么,我不再讯息你,我们都不再联络...


到最后,我们成了不再说话的朋友,我们慢慢从彼此的生活中消失了踪影...

谁也没说少了谁不可以,

只是开始觉得不习惯

偶尔 我 会想起我们 曾经的愉快

我们 不再是 以前的我们了


短短的时间里 我们的改变 谁也无法预测……之能说 “这是我们之间的缘分”吗?!(为什么 人阿 就是那么爱说 这些类似的话呢)??其实只不过是在安慰着自己……


我没想些什么

我不会伤心 也不会难过

我只会 开心地

想起我们曾走过的痕迹

想起我们曾经的好

想起我们朋友一块的美好回忆

试着找回我们的愉快 ^^

Thursday, August 12, 2010

献给那些胡思乱想的女孩 (超感人).mp4



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Monday, August 9, 2010

7-10/8/10

stay at home for few days =) feeling good...

7/8/10 woke up at 7am and took taxi to college at 7.30am. reached gym sport centre at 8am. There were full of people with wearing different group colour of shirt. got GREEN-RECYCLE , YELLOW-DIGI ,RED-HOTLINK , BLUE-CELCOM , PINK-CHEERFUL , PURPLE-XPAX(my group), GREY WHITE & BLACK-JUST SIMPLE. it looked so colourful and some of the colour look so attractive LOL... LIKE it..we started the activities at almost 9am.. fisrt activity is jogathon... the distance is far but then many of us are cheating and just took the short distance jog and didnt follow the real instruction.. The coach got it that we are cheating and alot of them who really work hard for it has complained that this was so unfair.. arg! catched by coach and we need to do it for a 2nd round... this time everyone is participated and try our best to finish and reached the final point... I get so tired bcuz of running up to the climb and ran here ran there... while the activities are going on,we took some picture with the gym workout friends to keep it as a memorable one =)
finished a sport day with a painful legs.. then went to take lrt with sook ching and we had MCD as our lunch... our lovely fried fries,woo,yummy yummy... i reached hang tuah early thus i need to wait for my sista for going home 2gather.. wooo..felt so tired,i just keep slept and slept in the bus... mummy and elder sista came and took us home at around 4pm... 7pm attend to the ACS old students association at tong 1,sban... the event was bored but at least i had a delicious dinner and get an award RM100 as the best student of art stream^^ haha..once i get the award,i cant wait to visit my cutie nephew for any minutes longer... my broda and his gf had came back from s'pore and they had arrived..and then he drove and came to bring me and my mummy go jusco to meet with sista them...well,we brought the naughty & had a walk at jusco just for awhile...unfortunately nephew was stomachache so we sent him back home... Finally i got home at around 10.30pm and end my day like dis.. slept at my love bed in my air-cond room and closed my eyes ...woo it was really nice XD

8/8/10 didnt go anyway,just stay at home with my lovely family. My 2nd sista brought his naughty son=my lovely nephew to my home..i just spent my whole day to play with him bcuz i was really miss him so much... LOL... had a dinner at outside with a big family(3sista, 2broda,1 bro-in-law,daddy,mummy,brothers's gfs,n cutie nephew and the last is me) total 10 of family members together...it was full of happiness..muahaha...love it so much.. ^^

9/8/10 just a bored day... sista and broda gone back to s'pore,and my house bcame so quite suddenly.. i know i gonna miss them so much... take k sis n bro =)

10/8/10 woke up at 7.15am and took bus to come bek KL... got class at 10am until 3pm..

FINALLY and finally i gonna came back to KL life too =(

I............... HATE........... IT................ SO................ MUCH !!!!! >.<

Thursday, August 5, 2010

is meaningful ♥

有時候,莫名的心情不好,不想和任何人說話,只想一個人靜靜的發呆
  
有時候,突然覺得心情煩躁,看什麼都覺得不舒服,心裏悶的發慌,拼命想尋找一個出口。
  
有時候,發現身邊的人都不瞭解自己,面對著身邊的人,突然覺得說不出話。
  
有時候,感覺自己與世界格格不入,曾經一直堅持的東西一夜間面目全非。
  
有時候,突然很想逃離現在的生活,想不顧一切收拾自己簡單的行李去流浪。

有時候,別人突然對你說,我覺得你變了,然後自己開始百感交集。
  
有時候,希望時間為自己停下,做完己還沒來得及做的事情
  
有時候,想一個人躲起來脆弱,不願別人看到自己的傷口。
  
有時候,突然很想哭,卻難過的哭不出來。
  
有時候,夜深人靜,突然覺得不是睡不著,而是固執地不想睡。
  
有時候,走過熟悉的街角,看到熟悉的背影,突然就想起一個人的臉。
  
有時候,明明自己心裏有很多話要說,卻不知道怎樣表達。
  
有時候,覺得自己擁有著整個世界,一瞬間卻又覺得自己其實一無所有。
  
真的只是有時候,明明自己身邊很多朋友,卻依然覺得孤單
  
有時候,很想放縱自己,希望自己痛痛快快歇斯底里地發一次瘋。
  
有時候,突然找不到自己,把自己丟的 無影無蹤。
  
有時候,心裏突然冒出一種厭倦的情緒,覺得自己很累很累
  
有時候,看不到自己未來的樣子,迷茫的不知所措。
  
有時候,發現自己一夜之間長大了。
  
有時候,聽到一首歌,就會突然想起一個人。
  
有時候,希望能找個人好好疼愛自己,渴望一種安全感。 可當那個可以疼你的人出現的時候,你卻偏執地退隱。
  
有時候,別人誤解了自己有口無心的一句話,心裏鬱悶的發慌。
  
有時候,被別人傷害,嘴上講沒事,其實心裏難過的要死。
  
有時候,常常在回憶裏掙扎,有很多過去無法釋懷。
  
有時候,很容易感動別人的關懷, 有時候卻麻木地像個笨蛋。
  
有時候,看著時間一點點流逝,任憑歎息,自己卻無能為力
  
其實,有時候,真的會想這麼多。  
跟朋友裝沉默,跟陌生人講心裏話。對於在乎你的,不想讓他們擔心,有時候,沒有消息就是一種好消息。其實,很想說“我很好”,或許是昧著心說謊,也只是想把最燦爛的一面,放在每個人對自己印象的首頁。
  
丟了的自己,要記得撿回來

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

现在的我,只想……珍惜眼前所有……为自己未来去争取……去奋斗……
寻找一个清澈的心灵世界

Sunday, August 1, 2010

STUDY HARD N STUDY SMART =) gampateh


Study hard =) but not too hard...


月尾要考final exam了哦 。。。 要开始温习了。。。 我 帮自己加加油
帮他 加加油 ,你是 可以的…… 还有我的朋友们 加油哦……
大家一起加油咯 +u

沉默的瞬间

我脸上了伤感~身边的人,身边的事~有时候无法面对自己,每天重复着同样的生活~不知道什么时候开始,习惯了一个人,不知道什么时候开始,爱上了宁静,爱上了沉默!