Saturday, July 31, 2010

为什么?! 好想知道 到底我们 怎么了……

好想 知道 到底我们的友情怎么了?! 今年的友情 怎么那么不顺利呢!

事情 一件一件地 向着我们的友谊 冲来…… 我们的友谊怎么就不可以像别人一样那么单纯 那么简单 那么顺利 那么长久吗?!

朋友一个一个地离开 拆散…… 我又到底能做什么……
眼睁睁 地看着我们之间 从一大班 变得越来越少 越来越少 最后分成两班人马
谁也不向谁低头 就这样 一件可以是非常简单的事情 搞得越来越复杂 = 小事化大 到最后就变成仇人 谁也不想见谁 说“有他就没有他们” 或是 “有他们就没有他” 的话……
有需要 搞成那样吗?! 不觉得可惜吗?!一段超好的兄弟情 就这样消失了……

怎么不可以想得简单些 只要一方低下头儿 那么这段兄弟情就还会存在……如果低下头 可以 挽回之间的友谊的话 那是多么的值得…… 低头 就是 没你们想象中的困难……为什么不去 尝试……

“友谊长存” 是你们所说过的 怎么你们不记得你们所做过的承诺了呢…… 承诺不可以说反悔就反悔
不守承诺的人 就是没信用……你们的信用在哪儿呢?!

我 不想 我们的友情 变得那么复杂
简单就好 单纯也好 快乐就好
你们不要这样了好吗
回忆我们一起度过的快乐时光 这份友谊是多么地值得
我们的友谊 要经得起考验 大家加油 不要被打败 迈向 更美好的明天
只希望我们的友谊依然那么可"爱" =)

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

is uncessfull to take part in blood donation compaign. =(

there is a blood donation campaign at my college on this week.. at any place inside the college,you may heard that everyone is chit-chatting with this topic... This have show that tarc students quite nice wat,they are so kindly actually LOL =) haha

i feel like wanna participate in blood donation and give out my 1st time blood donation at age 18...but then i'm still sick =( sigh... i got no choice,so i may need to wait and only take part on next compaign...

Saturday, July 24, 2010

a great saturday XD


new cloth =)




nice? ^^
like this cloth so much...but i didnt buy it bcuz i'm not dare to wear it when hang out

woke up at 10am n waiting for the 2 pretty to change cloth n make-up... as someone suggested,i wore dress today =) hehe...it was the green colour dress dat i wore in my profile pic... we went out from house at around 11.35am... took taxi => lrt =>ktm => monorail...OMG...it took long periot of time to reach there...

at around 1.10pm we reached times square n met with yishien... we had our lunch while waiting for kuanmei(who was missing bcuz sleep over while taking lrt n miss out the station to drop down LOL)...
met with kuamei at around 2.20pm n we got to separate into 2 group of ppl which walk different way... i walked with kuanmei n yishien... arg! my leg was hurt bcuz of wearing heels... so i got to buy a new pair heel there... =) hehe
we have walked almost the whole floor of sungei wang at around 6.30pm... unfortunately,i bought alot of cloths,a beg,a heel with used of RM250 n more...OMG....pandai wasted money... after that kuanmei took bus beack to s'ban n i met with cyk at hangtuah... both of us went to STADIUM PUTRA at BUKIT JALIL for the ASQ(Astro talent competition)^^
we reached there around 7.15pm n we got to our sitting place... woo...we sat at upper floor n it's looked great although we sat far away from the stage... there was fulled of ppl with everyone is holding a CANON "air bag"... from that point u can view few gang of ppl who wear green,red,yellow n white colour shirt (who is the supporters)... looked so colouful man... wohoo... the show started at 8pm...getting high n high with influence by the gud surrounding... saw the 5 lastest star that get passed into the fight of 1st,2nd n 3rd price... Stephanie and 诒博's voice are great n they song so nicely =) alvin is the most handsome guy among the 3... muahaha

i got to support
诒博 ^^ start to fall into luv with him XD
the famous star that i saw at the show are zhang dong liang,(my lovely idol)yoga lin you jia,zhu hao ren... it's so nice man...n finally
诒博 won it... great job^^

while watched the show,i found that my sight was not get away from *him*...what to do. he got a pretty gf beside of him... dun b jealous!( i know).. . =)

before went home,we had supper at MCD..but i just drunk a cup of cola-cola bcuz i don't want to gainst fat anymore LOL...got home at around 12.30am...took a bath n i feel so so so tired man.. =[ sleep sleep sleep..it's the time to sleep now.. gud 9..

erm...anyway,i had spent a wonderful day with my best frens cyk n kuanmei =) best friends forever ya

Thursday, July 22, 2010

webcam-ing

aiz..it's so so so bored man! it's 3.40am now,but i'm still fb-ing n blogging here.. geng leh?! haha...

is tired but cant fall sleep leh...aiz...,what should i do except on9?! i got nothing to do here!since i'm so free,i got to find something to do... muahaha...it's the time for me to do my hobby liao

webcam-ing




start to playing with my fingers

one...
two...

three...four...five... =)




my twins =)

LOVE

shhh.... :P
piece ;)


Monday, July 19, 2010

心里说不出的感觉

那种感觉说不出来

我到底在想什么 在做什么?! 连我自己也不知道

我很讨厌 别人说“后悔”
后悔 真的有用吗!
没用的话 就不要告诉 你在后悔

一个梦
一个讯息
一个我所听到的
把 我的思想 搞砸了

Saturday, July 17, 2010

有一种爱 叫 放手

爱上不爱你的人

明知道是没有答案
却还在 苦苦寻找
总以为 真心付出 就能 换来幸福
不断的 在无奈中徘徊
终于明白了
爱 不能成为 牵绊
勇敢的让自己放下

要明白
有一种 爱 叫 放手

当没有了 利用价值的时候,你抛弃了我.…这时候 我才知道 原来 我什么都不是

有没有 发现 你好久没打电话给我了
有没有 发现 你好久没讯息我了
有没有 发现 你好久没找我诉苦了
有没有 发现 你好就没找我解闷了

对 都没有了 都没有了

是不是 有一个"她" 代替了我的位子

你找"她"谈电话
你找"她"诉苦你找"她"讯息
你找"她"解闷
你找"她"出去

她虽然有了男朋友 但 她代替了我在你心中的位置
她 就是你可以 无所不谈 的"好朋友" 吧

有了她 你不再需要我了
你不再需要我 帮你解闷
你不再需要我 当你的聆听者
就连一点利用价值都没有了
或许 那是嫉妒 但的确你 没在意我

你曾说过
朋友一定会有个利用价值

当没有了利用价值的时候 就是友谊变淡的那一刻

渐渐的 失去联络 就不再是朋友了 只是个熟悉的人




















那 是不是 我没有了利用价值 你就抛弃了我

现在 才发现 原来 我什么都不是

就只是一个没有了利用价值的朋友

我 应该 清醒了
梦醒了 再发现 我是一个被当成利用品!

好不想面对现实...
一直都在逃避着 的 我 无法再逃避了
拿起勇气 面对我所面对着的感情!
因为不想迷失自己 ...就只好这样 放弃我们的友谊

Monday, July 12, 2010

最近的我

心情不好的时候 沉默是我的语言

心情好的时候 就来个微笑 =)

读书感到压力的时候 就会试者放空自己

生气的时候 不出声 在心里生气就好

想念某人的时候 静静地想想就好了

伤心的时候 我并不会哭泣 但我会掉泪

神经大调的时候 作什么都好 只要我开心就好

Friday, July 9, 2010

♥ is SINGLE but unavailable ♥

feel abit moody....honestly i can tell that i'm not a good gurl..not a good gf...i'm so selfishly in LOVE and i would not bother anybody feeling except someone that i really ♥love...
well...i admit i would more likely to be single =) single is the best status for me ever...

♥ i'm single but unavailable ♥.. cheers

Thursday, July 8, 2010

i ♥ MY LOVELY PHOTO album ♥


K-Club Moment => the most memorable one ;)


wao.sui la...ahaha... 5 lenglui except me o...

cyk,khoo,alien(behind) tang,me,ah sum(infront)




K-club guys n gurls ;)




The Best Studied time-High school
5 GIGIH



5G-the 1st art class student but it's the naughtiest students ever in the school..muahaha

the pretty gurls in 5G..wue wu hut XD
the day after SPM. It's the lastest photo before we finish our high school life
I LUV U,U LUV ME..V WILL HAPPY FAMILY



RANDOM PHOTO

a sport day for us XD... had a jog at city park 2gather


sweet

Me, ivon, tang , poon
CNY 2010
he was so concentrated in singing LOL >.< Group Yamcha until mid9

my dear n me
a birthday celebration wit BABY.Ahaha..don' t think wrongly...
not a baby,but BABY is his name LOL >.<

weeeeee... ;)
31/12/2009
Countdowned for the cuming year 2010.....wohoo...
wish everyone dreams cum true
o :)




THE END :)

沉默的瞬间

我脸上了伤感~身边的人,身边的事~有时候无法面对自己,每天重复着同样的生活~不知道什么时候开始,习惯了一个人,不知道什么时候开始,爱上了宁静,爱上了沉默!