bye to 2010 and welcome to 2011 ♥

i realized that it was a year ago since i'm graduated from secondary school and now i have been getting to finish my sweet 18th. the time i killed is quietly killing me. it bring all thing to pass.

There were something that made me feel not so well in da year of 2010.
1st,something happened unhappily between my dearest friends and i. But it made us to be more understand of each other and it made us to be more closely. It made our friendship stronger and i do love them much. Thx to my friend who stand on my side whenever i'm getting trouble.
2nd,i cant change something and it made me feel of regret. I didn't cherish the chance,i just simply walked through it without stopped my step and try to get it until i found that i'm lost of it. I had lost my direction after that and i was regret of why i didn't hold the chance!
3rd,2/7/10 sorry for i got to be heartless because i'm really not that nice as you though.

"2010" For me,it was just ran not so smoothly and it was a lot of unpredicted things to be happen around. Gain lot of experience to make me better off. thx and apprepriate to everything you all have done to me. Thx for those who make me happy and i love you all in all da way. Thx for those who love me as well as i love you all too. Thx for those who accompany me when i was upset. Thx for those who chill me when i was at a downturn stage. Thx for those who give me advises in doing things and help me. nontheless,i should thx to those who hate me or who ignore me or those who treat me in a fucking way,i have learned to be stronger and learned lot of things from you all. Thx for those who hurt me but i got no comment to you. Thx lot of people. in every of it also have a/a few name on it but just i didn't list it out. Looking at it and you could find that in one of da sentence i'm talking bout you =]

Sorry to my beloved ones,i know sometimes i have done something you dislike or make you pissed off of me but i'll try my best to change it. Sorry to those who i hurt because of my selfishness and heartless i done something that made you to be sad,but i really apprepriate of your braveness and your love as great as you like me as who i was.

i'll kept all of it as a memory and i'm waiting for a new things that gonna come into my life soon in da year of 2011.
1/1/11 i would take it as a new starting point for my sweet 19th. Everything will get better in 2011.
i hope that "2011" would treat me in a nicer way and i wish i could get to grow in my thinking and be more mature.

seriously,time travels too fast and yet i didn't done anything special in da year of 2010.
And i found that each day too short for all the thoughts I want to think, all the walks I want to take, all the things I want to do, and all the friends I want to meet.

say goodbye to 2010 and say a sweet sweet HIHI to 2011.
♥ happy new year ♥ ^^

Just a Dream Cover/Remix (Nelly)- Joseph Vincent & Jason Chen

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah, it was only just a dream.
So I drive on back, down that road.
When she comin back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

David Tao(天天) - Jason Chen Cover

我想要你在我身边♥

分享生命中的一切♥
我想要天天说天天说♥
天天对你说我有多爱你♥

24th-27th SG trip

had a trip at singapore with my lovely family during Christmas holidays

24th-took bus from seremban to s'pore. sat in the bus for almost 5 hours more. We took 10.30am bus but we reached SG at almost 5pm. OMG~ feel like long journey,tired like hell. Went to ORCHAD ROAD for x'mas eve. ORCHARD ROAD is the famous place to spent for christmas. But i dislike the decoration on this year,not so nice. The place was full of people,especially the foreigners. Didn't had any special this year. Feel like bored and we went home early. We stayed at elder sis's house at BOON LAY. There were me,my mom,elder sis,his bf,3rd sis,naughty cousin,2nd bro and also his gf,

25th -went to BUGIS and MARINA BAY in the afternoon. just went to had a walk at there since we never go before. Especially for my 3rd sis since this is the 1st time she came SG. Also didn't feel anything special and it was bored. Had bought a X'mas cake to celebrate it.

26th-Went to JURONG POINT to shopping. Then we cleaned up our staff and move to aunty's house at CHUA CHU KANG. it was raining continously this few days and it made us hard to go out. What a terrible weather that i dislike the most. 5pm went to have a dinner together with auntys,uncle,cousins,sis,bro and mum as a gathering. Had a plate of fish & chips for my dinner. emm,yummy. After that went to ANG MO KIO for shopping. All slept at aunty house to make us easier to go back hometown tomorrow together.

27th-went home~

3days trip is not enough for me actually. Cause it was totally not enough of time for me to shopping. =/
huhu~ finished few days holiday and i need to study again and do preparation for my cuming exam. *sob sob ='(

X'MAS is around the corner ;D

yea yea

christmas coming soon

what have you guys plan to do on X'MAS?

countdown for the eve?
where to go??

allright....

im planning to go singapore with family

hope that it's a nice trip for me

and for you guys

here is a Xmas song

wish that you all could have a nice Xmas yea! =]

爱情，不值得！

LINK:(click on this)

一位我不认识的帅哥：

因为爱情而傻傻的自杀，值得吗？！无论有多伤，无论有多痛，也不可以这样啊！

我们的身边不只是拥有爱情，爱情的旁边还有着比它更重要的，叫做友情和亲情！

因为一个不要你，离开你，抛弃你的人，而自杀，那是多么的傻！

你身边的最爱你的亲人和最体谅你的好朋友们呢？！

你离开了，那他们呢？

一个女对不起了你，抛弃了你，是她的错，可是你呢？！你却更狠得抛弃所有爱你的！

实在可惜！我不认识的你，你实在太傻了！！！！

但愿你的家人，你的朋友们，能够早点适应你的离开，能够脱离你所带来的苦海！

也但愿傻傻的他，不哭了，不要带着伤痛离开，放下一切，安心得上路。

不用后悔，但，如果还有下辈子，不要那么傻了，好吗！下辈子要懂得好好珍惜你宝贵的生命！

rest in peace~

珍惜~

華婦不理10歲兒哭求墜樓死

不觉得很残忍吗。让自己的儿子亲眼看着妈妈跳楼。对那才十岁的他是多么的伤害！

可怜的孩子~

珍惜眼前人，身边每一位亲爱的都可能突然间从我们的身边逃走，逃到天国去，所以要好好的去爱身边的人。

突然觉得自己活在福中不知福~

现在才发现，我好幸福哦 =]

KL view♥

MY LOVELY

♥ RAINBOW ♥

雨天

it's raining,

the rain drop is just like the tears,
and the rain just sound like crying.

雨中隐约听见淡淡的哭泣声

english group discussion sem2

=> group discussion is going on

=> is planning (jeremy's group VS my group)









=> seriously looked at the other friends performance





english group discussion(debate)

never prepared well >.<

如果有一天你想哭，打电话给我～因为我们是朋友

如果有一天你想哭，打电话给我

只因为我们是好朋友.........

我们之间有彼此才能开的玩笑

我们之间有彼此才能说得秘密

好久没有联络，并不是距离远了

好久没有消息，并不是关心没了

从成为朋友那刻起

你就不曾远离 就注定扎根在我心里

其实朋友就是这样 无需想起

因为 从未忘记....

如果有一天你想哭，给我打电话，

我无法许诺让你笑，但是我可以跟你一起哭；

因为我们是朋友，所以我愿意分享你的悲伤与欢笑，

不要觉得这是打扰，这是友谊。

如果有一天你想远走高飞，给我打电话，我无法让你止步，但是可以和你一起飞；人生的旅途或许很孤单，因为我们是朋友，所以我愿意陪伴你，我愿意和你一起面对旅途中所有的困难。

如果有一天你谁的电话也不想听，给我打电话，我保证会到你身边，我还保证会一声不吭; 就这样静静地倾听，偶尔可以做做你的出气筒，因为我们是朋友，所以我会很在乎你。

但是 如果有一天你打来电话，而没人接听，请赶紧过来看看我，也许我也需要你;因为我们是朋友，友谊需要我们共同呵护，所以我哭了，你也要借你的肩膀让我依靠。

如果有段时间没有联系，并不是我将你遗忘，而是生活让我忙碌，其实我时刻惦记着你.......不曾想起，因为从未忘记... 而你，我的朋友，你将一直存在于我心里那个很重要的位置，未曾动摇...

想和你做一生一世这样的朋友，想拥有一生一世都不变质的友谊，因为我们是朋友，

16/10/2010 tuesday

tomorrow is malaysia holiday. I don't have to study and so~ planned to go times square,sungei wang shopping with wind,ivon,khoo,ah lai. ^^v wee. I like shopping so much... I WANT TO BUY ALOTS ALOTS ALOTS OF THINGS YEA

Today went for english class as usual. I found that today is an unlucky day for me =/ cuz have been chosen to FIGHT with the genius at english group discussion which will be held on next week. WHATS uP mAN. My english is seriously poor and how could i talk and use up my idea while discussion is going on with Jeremy's group. I think i would just quietly sit at there and forsure i'll lose my english coursework marks as possible. We are so so so "LUCKY" man! i think i'll be die on next week. DO KILL ME BEFORE I KILL BY THE "GENIUS", PLEASE~ >.<

Playful kiss ♥

title : 장난스런 키스 韩版惡作劇之吻
type : romance

artist: 1)Kim Hyun Joong as Baek Seung Jo

He is a genius that having IQ over 200 and above. He is excellent in all the things. He does well in study,not just only that,he's also well in cooking,and anything that after he seeing once. Beside that,he's extremely popular due to his great and handsome appearance that even a model would be envious. He's cool enough but he's too arrogant and always look down on others.

2) Jung So Min as Oh Ha Ni

She's extremely opposite from seung jo. She's a stupid gurl that far from intelligent. Her insistence is the great things on her. No matter how,she also will stick to the end and nothing cant make her stop her desire on doing the things. She wont gives up easily even if she falls hundreds of times, like a roly-poly, she still gets back up every time. Even if seung jo treat her so bad,she still can be patient on him and does love him much and do whatever things that can make him happy. She's always think at side of seung jo but not think about herself first. At the end,whats she does it's really worth, seung jo was totally fall in love with her and finally marry her. She is simple but not that simple. i do like her much due to her insistance in love.

3) Lee Tae Sung as Bong Joon Gu

Stupid as oh ha ni. He would never embrassed regardless of any people says. But he is not that bad. He love oh ha ni very much. His love toward her is being like blind,he feels that protect oh ha ni is one of his duty. But at the end,he get hurts from oh ha ni. Im wondering,unreauited love is really suck. No matter whats u do to her/him,in her/his eyes it's just so unconspicuous. May be one of the day he/she will wonder that,she'll get touch by you,but thats not love.

seung jo and his bro look so cool yea. =]
oh..look so sweet. i wish i could be oh ha ni LOL :)

cry with reasonable is really bad enuf! i cant describe whats the feeling but it really feel so bad.

10/11/10

1st time outdating with 2 pretty = kerr,eloise n his bf,mike. Is a nice day. eloise drove us to fahrenheit88 there. At car,kerr talked alot and i just listened to them and have fun with each other. Bit stress bcuz both of them usually used eng as their communication lauguage and im not well with that LOL. so i didnt talk much. we shop at uniqlo at 1st. We put too much of hope on the uniqlo BUT it disapponted us... We walked there just for a round then went to have our luch at LOT10. Kerr had a set of chicken rice,eloise-tomyam fried rice and mine-pak kut teh yee min. mine 1 was not nice,it's too salty but eloise 1 looked more yummy. Eloise boy friend came when we had finished our lunch. We waited for him and orderred a stawberry ice cream and share it,it was really tasty.
Back to uniqlo again and tried for the jeans,but we didnt buy anything since there got nothing suit us. Eloise brought us to STARHILL since kerr n me didnt go there before. we just like monkeys that walked out from the jungleLOL,a big wonder how come the place is so nice,it's quite high class and we planned to jogoya since there's a promostionof 50% off at dec.
After that they brought me to Pavilion since i never been before. ate Snowflakes that kerr suggested to eat,but it doesn't tasty actually. Went to padini and had a look at the shirts that offered. Kerr and eloise tried the same cloths and we keep laughing and laughing cuz they wore it like pyjames,but i think it's not bad actually,but just need to add a pants inside and it'll look better. i bought a red colour shirt and it's just cheap only, RM25.







=> pretty kerr,me,pretty eloise

♥It doesn't matter... Who is without a flaw

"It doesn't matter... Who is without a flaw?!".. yesh, nobody is perfect in the world,it is include you and me. We are just a simple human being and we are not perfect at all,but we got our own goods okie.. it is not worthy to spend time at those who do not appreciate our good and appreciate who we are. There is still got a big jungle outside and there are a nicer one waiting for us right at the place and we'll find the one who is worth one of the day, right at the right time ♥.♥

there is someone around us that your relationship is beyond of friendship but is unreach the stage of love,it's gud or bad?! juz depends on the way how you are going to keep it and having it ♥.♥

对不起～想念你

is seriously finding the way to get the freedom of my mind ♥
what i got to do is => do not use the time in thinking much of something/someone else that i dislike,and just ignore them. Didn't need to care about them and just let "the past be the past".

有爱到-MYFM

爱，因为有爱到 ♥

WONG LEE LEE: is heartbroken but still she does need to make herself cheer. yea,she is cheerful,thats right. Someone is out of her mind right the time and she feels better now. she doesn't want to care for someone else anymore and she is just being herself at all the way. yes,this is the way she is. b cheers =]

SG LEMBING ,KUANTAN ♥

SG LEMBING ,KUANTAN ♥

a nice place to go. It's suitable for the young to go with friends, and also suitable for the family. The sg lembing hill is the place you must go,it took bout 1 hour to reach the top of the hill and you may enjoy watching sunset there. The view is nice and You may feeling fresh with the air rather than the air in the city or town. Another place to go is the waterfall. Although i didnt go there due to lack of time,but,i saw the picture that took by the travelers is really look awesome. The special thing of the waterfall is the RAINBOW. I do love rainbow so much. People who like photo shooting may have a trip at there. The place i stay overnight is a holiday village. The facilities are well and you do like there and feel relax with the swings at the tree. At night you can spent your free time with having BBQ and also karaoke.
SG LEMBING = a nice place for the young n the oldest,is a nice place for your holiday,and if you do love to staying close to the natural.

I LIKE THE PLACE SO MUCH.

♥ sweet 20.10.2010

20.10.2010　whats a nice date,it's just same as the date 10.10.10.. Nothing special actually but people like to make it special. ♥

met someone in the evening. wore like simple but is different from my seldom wearing style=mango shirt+short pant+jacket+highheels. 4pm i was there at midvalley and i saw him. He looks different,erm,i think is due to his new hair style gua,was not bad la. was having lunch at there,just ate a garlic bread+milktea ,but it doesn't taste delicious =[
watched 5.15pm movie which name as "BURRIED". BUT! unfortunately we were choosing a wrong movie. the movie was SUCK! i was just feel like im wasting the money to go into cinema and just for the purpose to have a sleep at there. LOL.
after movie we went to have a walk at midvalley n oso The Garden. Before went home,we had our dinner 2gather again,porridge+you zha gui for him and soya+you zha gui for me. He sent me to KL sentul and the time right now is 9pm. We separated with going home by the opposite way. I was going to left n he was going to the right. Ir Seems like a screen in the movie right. LOLXD. i know that. haha. A nice day was just end like this.

what i get on today is the way he treat me. i like the way he treat me.
He is gentle. He is smart. He is caring. He is close to me.


Cinema was the place he showed caring and smart,he was close to me to rely on his shoulder.




Restaurant was the place he showed romantic with the love he make with using the money.




N he was close enuf with me when we are holding hands and walk togather, this was feeling sweet when the other look at us with the different way.


It's long periot of time for me that
there is nobody holding my hands,showing gentle site to me, caring me, close to me, n even good to me.
N today is the day he is doing this that warm my heart.
BUT. btw,we are just best friends,
i didnt even think through a special relationship between us.
Im still single and i like the way im doing in my single life.
Im totally enjoyed it right now =]

BEST FREN FOREVER between u n me ♥

♥LOVE THE WAY U LIE♥

just gonna stand there watch me burn

that's alright Because I like The way it hurts

Just gonna stand there and hear me cry

But that's alright Because I loveThe way you lie

I love the way you lie ,I LOVE THE WAY YOU LIE

Love The Way You Lie lyrics

never put too much hope in someone,

because they are going to disappoint u ♥

橡皮人？？!

他不是不渴望爱情，但连恋爱都懒。

橡皮人没有病，只是心很累。

为了不会不开心，他连快乐都不要了。

皆像橡皮人患上了一种叫做没有感觉的病。

橡皮人对自己没有要求，也尽量不让别人有期待，有点像是『不想活也不想死』。

橡皮人的真面目：

【没有意见，就是意见】
口头禅是：好，随便，无所谓。没有意见就是他们的意见，没有态度就是他们的态度。
【还是迟到了】
他们明明知道要迟到了，还是管不住自己晚晚的习惯；他们明明知道要迟到了，还是会坚决按掉每天早上7.30的闹钟。原因是：“又塞在路上了，明明出门很早的！”
【一种叫KUSO的品位】
【懒得说分手】
对于爱情，他们要么懒得恋爱，要么懒得分手。橡皮人最能接受没有交流的感情生活，他们在婚姻里逆来顺受，不管还有没有感情，不管是不是受到重视，只要生活还在继续，就是绝对OK。
【网友即为密友】
他们总常在FACEBOOK里兴致高昂的八卦。
【患有拖延症】=慢活族
四点一线
橡皮人生活中必要的条件只有一下几样：上班-睡觉-应酬-上网。工作没了干头，生活没有奔头，一辈子很快的，混混就过去了。


我？！50 50 吧。哈哈～
你们呢？读完后，是否觉得自己有些相像？！如果是的话，就要改变下自己的生活了哦。

10/10/10 good luck

10/10/10
what a nice date!
i heard quite lot of people said that 10/10/10 is a great and lucky day.
erm, isn't it true??
haha.. i don't know la..
but btw,it may be true.
SO, people!
don't forget to have a wish for yourself at the time at 10.10pm,10/10/10
just trust and try it =)
its not excluded me,so i oso wanna make a wish for myself,
i hope i can find my ♥ in this year! HOPE lol

10/10/10
good luck
have a blast day

9/10/10 friends gathering

today ben come back. feel like its long periot of time we didnt hav such a big gathering ady. called up all of them,its not an easy job to get full of their attendance,bcuz nowadays we all have been seperated by different study/working life at the different place. so,its quite well today that all of them can join togather XD.

whos the gang that i mention here?! ahaha...yea.. it is tang,ben,jun,cyk,khoo,ivon,dylan,baomei,ah poh,baby,wind,poon,alien,ahlai, and the last is ME! wee ^^v

ben>the one who we miss so much. study at the further place at penang.
jun>the one who banyak cakap and oso pandai cakap and make sound around. i like to talk with him since i meet him,he is a friendly guy and nice to chat with.
tang>the funny gurls here. made us laugh til stomach ache when heard she said the rules of choosing his future bf LOL.
poon>is difficult to date her come out sometime. haha. but when u r with her,forsure u'll talk and laugh with non-stop.
alien>the most "k yeng" one in our gang. haha. and when u r chat bout the topic of $,shes come beside you and talk alot. she loves money so much noh XD
cyk>the busy guy who always busy with dating and doing church's thing. but he is pandai zat ppl.
khoo>the most pity one. the gurls wil love around to other place when he is there. haha. (just kidding la,dont be serios) when he is there,the word of "JOAN" will flying around his ears, bcuz ppl like to mention JOAN to him. sweat.
wind>is a future hairstyer and always play with the colour of his hair. he likes to zat me >.<
ahlai>close with fong,baby,poh but not me.haha. hes a quite and smart guy in my mind
ahpoh>im not close with him at all. i know him bcuz he is mei's BF. he'll be around when mei is there
baomei>sweet couper with poh. she pandai zat khoo i think. haha. like to tell the cold jokes to us
ivon>named as 灰姑娘 cuz she is the ppl who go back very earlier everytime. pandai make up and cloths herself.

yea. this is the gang of people i like to play with =)

MY LOVELY GANG OF PEOPLE ♥
LOVE U GUYS AND GURLS SO MUCH. ♥
I LIKE THE WAY WE ARE. ♥

傻傻的 还以为能够在一起

<拾忆>

♥ in a silly way,i'm thinking that we could be together♥

but i know that it is impossible!

smile to my result :]

finally and finally i get my result on 5th.
had class from 8-10am,but the result was out at 9.30am. every1 was feel so "high" in the lecture hall,made the hall bcum noisy n more noisy until the lecture beh tahan LOL..then lecture decided to finish class earlier and let us go at 9.30am. cheeling,me,huiyee "fly" quickly to the school library and everyone was bside the computer. some of the people was shock to see their result bcuz too gud,and some of them say is just qualify but not bad,but i didnt heard any else is failing their exam. so,dun need to be so worried lo. haha. we took some time to get the computer cuz everyone need the comp to check the result on the same time. ohh~ feel like astma and is difficult to breath while press the button to check out the result >.< the 1st things i done was took a look at my english paper,woots,not bad,i think im over worried bout it.haha.

WONG LEE LEE
10WBD03322 =>my student ID no.
W10761BDAC =>my exam index no.
DIPLOMA IN BUSINESS STUDIES (ACCOUNTING)
RESULT :
QUANTITATIVE STUDIES A =>the highest distiction :)
MICROECONOMICS A
INTRODUCTION TO ACCOUNTING A
ENGLISH LAUGUAGE B
HUBUNGAN ENTIK A
GYM WORKOUT S =>satisfactory in my cocu
CGPA : 3.7857 ( total just 4.0)


weeeeeeeeeee.... :D
4A1B
love it
actually was not very well bcuz alot of my classmate done well than me. but at least i tried my best and this is what i want.

1st sem was passed n
gampateh for the 2nd sem ^^

25/9/10
hang out with WONG n TANG. went to sing k at green box,3 people,ngam ngam hou 3 mic. had a nice day ^^

28/9/10 my 1st class after the holidays.
woo,start my day at 2nd sem.
hope that it would b a better and more nice 1 :)

me=bad temper

i have been feeling moody for a week. i wonder why should i care bout it. i really don't know whats the reason. and i feel that my temper is getting more and more irritable. i cant stop myself from scolding with using those rude words. even if someone talking to me i oso will feel like angry suddenly. OMG. whats wrong with me. please,i do not want you all to affect my mood. clear my mind and i may tell myself i am not care bout it.

the past

looking back on the conflicts were or could have been,i wonder how idiot we were. think under a calm situation,i asked myself, what do we quarrel at?? all of this might just a small matter actually,i wonder how free we were and we just acted like a stupid and use those time to make the arguement and fighting around. anyway,all of this had past away,it had been past!! i should not even think bout it anymore because i would like to spent the time to think the memorables and the happiest one better than think bout this rubbish... overall,what i want to say is,
i'll appreciate the past and cherish what we have now =]

The edge of love

the sadness is really hard to bear,struggling on the edge of love. To really know if it is lost or still there,buried so deep under hurt,guilt and sorrow. Or it is just a remembrance of a once new or passionate love? The answer,the truth,lay deep inside. There is no short cut,no gentle path,it is an uphill battle all the way. There will be a time,when you crest the hill,and the answer quietly appear. You may be walking tall or alone or holding hand with the love of your life. Only time,and patient and tears tell what your heart already knows,but silently wails to whisper to your soul.

~by patricia walter

FB status:想对你说 我是你朋友，那，不开心要告诉我……
ya. I purposely wrote for someone... perhaps he will know i'm talking to him... YES! i'm talking to "u"


n finally,wong find me to chat at tonight.. feel abit supprise and happy bcuz at last we still can be a friend... he didnt change at all,still banyak cakap~ XD hehe *cherish

Finally ~ and finally, i had finished my exam... wohoo... got 3 weeks holiday...but feel like its so so so boring cuz i didnt plan to go any where... erm..anyway,happy holiday la =)

我们的改变

还记得

第一年，我们是同班同学，我们是朋友...

第二年，我们是很好的朋友，开始有着同样的话题，开始慢慢的了解彼此...

下一年，我们是最好的朋友 ，是多么的多话，是多么的亲近，是多么的暧昧...

再下一年,我们变成不常说话的朋友...我们有好多不愉快的事情...不愉快的 始终成了我们之间的一道墙，隔离着我们之间的距离...我，当然有试着 找回 当初的我们，但我却慢慢的发觉 原来我并不怎么了解你，我无法知道你心中在想些什么，我不再讯息你，我们都不再联络...

到最后，我们成了不再说话的朋友，我们慢慢的从彼此的生活中消失了踪影...

谁也没说少了谁不可以，

只是开始觉得不习惯

偶尔 我 会想起我们 曾经的愉快

我们 不再是 以前的我们了

短短的时间里 我们的改变 谁也无法预测……之能说 “这是我们之间的缘分”吗？！(为什么 人阿 就是那么爱说 这些类似的话呢)？？其实只不过是在安慰着自己……

我没想些什么

我不会伤心 也不会难过

我只会 开心地

想起我们曾走过的痕迹

想起我们曾经的好

想起我们朋友一块的美好回忆

试着找回我们的愉快 ^^

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♥别再乱想了♥

7-10/8/10

stay at home for few days =) feeling good...

7/8/10 woke up at 7am and took taxi to college at 7.30am. reached gym sport centre at 8am. There were full of people with wearing different group colour of shirt. got GREEN-RECYCLE , YELLOW-DIGI ,RED-HOTLINK , BLUE-CELCOM , PINK-CHEERFUL , PURPLE-XPAX(my group), GREY WHITE & BLACK-JUST SIMPLE. it looked so colourful and some of the colour look so attractive LOL... LIKE it..we started the activities at almost 9am.. fisrt activity is jogathon... the distance is far but then many of us are cheating and just took the short distance jog and didnt follow the real instruction.. The coach got it that we are cheating and alot of them who really work hard for it has complained that this was so unfair.. arg! catched by coach and we need to do it for a 2nd round... this time everyone is participated and try our best to finish and reached the final point... I get so tired bcuz of running up to the climb and ran here ran there... while the activities are going on,we took some picture with the gym workout friends to keep it as a memorable one =)
finished a sport day with a painful legs.. then went to take lrt with sook ching and we had MCD as our lunch... our lovely fried fries,woo,yummy yummy... i reached hang tuah early thus i need to wait for my sista for going home 2gather.. wooo..felt so tired,i just keep slept and slept in the bus... mummy and elder sista came and took us home at around 4pm... 7pm attend to the ACS old students association at tong 1,sban... the event was bored but at least i had a delicious dinner and get an award RM100 as the best student of art stream^^ haha..once i get the award,i cant wait to visit my cutie nephew for any minutes longer... my broda and his gf had came back from s'pore and they had arrived..and then he drove and came to bring me and my mummy go jusco to meet with sista them...well,we brought the naughty & had a walk at jusco just for awhile...unfortunately nephew was stomachache so we sent him back home... Finally i got home at around 10.30pm and end my day like dis.. slept at my love bed in my air-cond room and closed my eyes ...woo it was really nice XD

8/8/10 didnt go anyway,just stay at home with my lovely family. My 2nd sista brought his naughty son=my lovely nephew to my home..i just spent my whole day to play with him bcuz i was really miss him so much... LOL... had a dinner at outside with a big family(3sista, 2broda,1 bro-in-law,daddy,mummy,brothers's gfs,n cutie nephew and the last is me) total 10 of family members together...it was full of happiness..muahaha...love it so much.. ^^

9/8/10 just a bored day... sista and broda gone back to s'pore,and my house bcame so quite suddenly.. i know i gonna miss them so much... take k sis n bro =)

10/8/10 woke up at 7.15am and took bus to come bek KL... got class at 10am until 3pm..

FINALLY and finally i gonna came back to KL life too =(

I............... HATE........... IT................ SO................ MUCH !!!!! >.<

is meaningful ♥

有時候，莫名的心情不好，不想和任何人說話，只想一個人靜靜的發呆
　　
有時候，突然覺得心情煩躁，看什麼都覺得不舒服，心裏悶的發慌，拼命想尋找一個出口。
　　
有時候，發現身邊的人都不瞭解自己，面對著身邊的人，突然覺得說不出話。
　　
有時候，感覺自己與世界格格不入，曾經一直堅持的東西一夜間面目全非。
　　
有時候，突然很想逃離現在的生活，想不顧一切收拾自己簡單的行李去流浪。

有時候，別人突然對你說，我覺得你變了，然後自己開始百感交集。
　　
有時候，希望時間為自己停下，做完己還沒來得及做的事情。
　　
有時候，想一個人躲起來脆弱，不願別人看到自己的傷口。
　　
有時候，突然很想哭，卻難過的哭不出來。
　　
有時候，夜深人靜，突然覺得不是睡不著，而是固執地不想睡。
　　
有時候，走過熟悉的街角，看到熟悉的背影，突然就想起一個人的臉。
　　
有時候，明明自己心裏有很多話要說，卻不知道怎樣表達。
　　
有時候，覺得自己擁有著整個世界，一瞬間卻又覺得自己其實一無所有。
　　
真的只是有時候，明明自己身邊很多朋友，卻依然覺得孤單。
　　
有時候，很想放縱自己，希望自己痛痛快快歇斯底里地發一次瘋。
　　
有時候，突然找不到自己，把自己丟的 無影無蹤。
　　
有時候，心裏突然冒出一種厭倦的情緒，覺得自己很累很累。
　　
有時候，看不到自己未來的樣子，迷茫的不知所措。
　　
有時候，發現自己一夜之間長大了。
　　
有時候，聽到一首歌，就會突然想起一個人。
　　
有時候，希望能找個人好好疼愛自己，渴望一種安全感。 可當那個可以疼你的人出現的時候，你卻偏執地退隱。
　　
有時候，別人誤解了自己有口無心的一句話，心裏鬱悶的發慌。
　　
有時候，被別人傷害，嘴上講沒事，其實心裏難過的要死。
　　
有時候，常常在回憶裏掙扎，有很多過去無法釋懷。
　　
有時候，很容易感動別人的關懷， 有時候卻麻木地像個笨蛋。
　　
有時候，看著時間一點點流逝，任憑歎息，自己卻無能為力。
　　
其實，有時候，真的會想這麼多。　　
跟朋友裝沉默，跟陌生人講心裏話。對於在乎你的，不想讓他們擔心，有時候，沒有消息就是一種好消息。其實，很想說“我很好”，或許是昧著心說謊，也只是想把最燦爛的一面，放在每個人對自己印象的首頁。
　　
丟了的自己，要記得撿回來

现在的我，只想……珍惜眼前所有……为自己未来去争取……去奋斗……
♥寻找一个清澈的心灵世界♥

STUDY HARD N STUDY SMART =) gampateh

Study hard =) but not too hard...

月尾要考final exam了哦 。。。 要开始温习了。。。 我 帮自己加加油
帮他 加加油 ，你是 可以的…… 还有我的朋友们 加油哦…… 大家一起加油咯 +u

为什么?! 好想知道 到底我们 怎么了……

好想 知道 到底我们的友情怎么了？！ 今年的友情 怎么那么不顺利呢！

事情 一件一件地 向着我们的友谊 冲来…… 我们的友谊怎么就不可以像别人一样那么单纯 那么简单 那么顺利 那么长久吗？！

朋友一个一个地离开 拆散…… 我又到底能做什么……
眼睁睁 地看着我们之间 从一大班 变得越来越少 越来越少 最后分成两班人马
谁也不向谁低头 就这样 一件可以是非常简单的事情 搞得越来越复杂 = 小事化大 到最后就变成仇人 谁也不想见谁 说“有他就没有他们” 或是 “有他们就没有他” 的话……
有需要 搞成那样吗？！ 不觉得可惜吗？！一段超好的兄弟情 就这样消失了……

怎么不可以想得简单些 只要一方低下头儿 那么这段兄弟情就还会存在……如果低下头 可以 挽回之间的友谊的话 那是多么的值得…… 低头 就是 没你们想象中的困难……为什么不去 尝试……

“友谊长存” 是你们所说过的 怎么你们不记得你们所做过的承诺了呢…… 承诺不可以说反悔就反悔
不守承诺的人 就是没信用……你们的信用在哪儿呢？！

我 不想 我们的友情 变得那么复杂
简单就好 单纯也好 快乐就好
你们不要这样了好吗
回忆我们一起度过的快乐时光 这份友谊是多么地值得
我们的友谊 要经得起考验 大家加油 不要被打败 迈向 更美好的明天
只希望我们的友谊依然那么可"爱" =)

is uncessfull to take part in blood donation compaign. =(

there is a blood donation campaign at my college on this week.. at any place inside the college,you may heard that everyone is chit-chatting with this topic... This have show that tarc students quite nice wat,they are so kindly actually LOL =) haha

i feel like wanna participate in blood donation and give out my 1st time blood donation at age 18...but then i'm still sick =( sigh... i got no choice,so i may need to wait and only take part on next compaign...

a great saturday XD

new cloth =)

nice? ^^

like this cloth so much...but i didnt buy it bcuz i'm not dare to wear it when hang out

woke up at 10am n waiting for the 2 pretty to change cloth n make-up... as someone suggested,i wore dress today =) hehe...it was the green colour dress dat i wore in my profile pic... we went out from house at around 11.35am... took taxi => lrt =>ktm => monorail...OMG...it took long periot of time to reach there...

at around 1.10pm we reached times square n met with yishien... we had our lunch while waiting for kuanmei(who was missing bcuz sleep over while taking lrt n miss out the station to drop down LOL)...
met with kuamei at around 2.20pm n we got to separate into 2 group of ppl which walk different way... i walked with kuanmei n yishien... arg! my leg was hurt bcuz of wearing heels... so i got to buy a new pair heel there... =) hehe
we have walked almost the whole floor of sungei wang at around 6.30pm... unfortunately,i bought alot of cloths,a beg,a heel with used of RM250 n more...OMG....pandai wasted money... after that kuanmei took bus beack to s'ban n i met with cyk at hangtuah... both of us went to STADIUM PUTRA at BUKIT JALIL for the ASQ(Astro talent competition)^^
we reached there around 7.15pm n we got to our sitting place... woo...we sat at upper floor n it's looked great although we sat far away from the stage... there was fulled of ppl with everyone is holding a CANON "air bag"... from that point u can view few gang of ppl who wear green,red,yellow n white colour shirt (who is the supporters)... looked so colouful man... wohoo... the show started at 8pm...getting high n high with influence by the gud surrounding... saw the 5 lastest star that get passed into the fight of 1st,2nd n 3rd price... Stephanie and 诒博's voice are great n they song so nicely =) alvin is the most handsome guy among the 3... muahaha

i got to support 诒博 ^^ start to fall into luv with him XD
the famous star that i saw at the show are zhang dong liang,(my lovely idol)yoga lin you jia,zhu hao ren... it's so nice man...n finally 诒博 won it... great job^^

while watched the show,i found that my sight was not get away from *him*...what to do. he got a pretty gf beside of him... dun b jealous!( i know).. . =)

before went home,we had supper at MCD..but i just drunk a cup of cola-cola bcuz i don't want to gainst fat anymore LOL...got home at around 12.30am...took a bath n i feel so so so tired man.. =[ sleep sleep sleep..it's the time to sleep now.. gud 9..

erm...anyway,i had spent a wonderful day with my best frens cyk n kuanmei =) best friends forever ya

webcam-ing

aiz..it's so so so bored man! it's 3.40am now,but i'm still fb-ing n blogging here.. geng leh?! haha...

is tired but cant fall sleep leh...aiz...,what should i do except on9?! i got nothing to do here!since i'm so free,i got to find something to do... muahaha...it's the time for me to do my hobby liao

♥ webcam-ing ♥

start to playing with my fingers♥

one...
two...

three...four...five... =)

my twins =)

LOVE

shhh.... :P
piece ;)

♥THE END...♥